''als je je volgens de normen gedraagt, volgt er een beloning: je omgeving is tevreden over je, je wordt aardig gevonden''

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I always have these dreams that seem to mean something, or you know, the things that happen in your life seems to affect your way of dreaming

I had a really scary one. because lately I feel like something's wrong
and I dreamed that I was with a lot of people in a sort of vacation home place thingy. and all the girls were so nice to me and cared and at the last moment I heard some gossip that all the girls think im ''empty'' like, I have this empty aura around me.

and than I came up to this one girl and asked her if it was true she told everyone I kinda was, and than she said with those dreamy scary eyes: ''well, you are a little.., everyone thinks so, well you just are very empty''

I never had a more vague dream in my life before.
it sucks, because it scares the shit out of me, this vague things.

leeg.
wtf.